Too Close to the End

Next week, after the run-through I'll get that end-of-a-part-of-my-life/night-b4-flying-on-my-own nausea. It always happens. It's annoying because before it happens, I can anticipate it and know it will fine in the end, nothing to worry about, time to move on. But when it's happening it feels like the end of the world, this is it, it's all over. It's hard to keep looking forward. I can't believe this year is over. I can't say that enough. There were definitely downs, but so many ups, and changes. In the beginning of the year I felt like I couldn't have picked a more fitting thing for me to do with my first year out of school. Now that the year is over, I feel that so strongely and more so than then!
Oh, before I forget, why are Aliza and I the only ones blogging?
I can't wait to see all of you! Just over a week! So scary! I'm so excited! See everybody soon!